Bottled Up

I feel sick in the stomach... like someone just stuck his hand in there & squeezed my insides.

I feel an ache in my heart... like I can't breathe properly. I've been feeling like I need to cry for a few days now, but nothing seems to happen even when I try to squeeze out some tears. I hate feeling like everything's bottled up inside... even after talking about it. I need to cry... I need to get it out.

Argh... =(